God Made

Posted by Censor Librorum on Feb 12, 2011 | Categories: Faith, Lesbians & Gays, Saints

I read in my local diocesan paper that the Rev. John F. Harvey, the founder of Courage, died on December 27, 2010.   He was 92.   An Oblate of St. Francis de Sales for 73 years, Father Harvey started Courage, a spiritual support group for homosexual men and women, in 1980 at the request of Cardinal Terence Cooke of New York and served as its national director until his death.

I did not have any contact with Courage myself, so I can’t comment on them from a point of experience.   I did meet one or two ex-Courage members at Dignity/New York meetings in the early 1980s.   Like Dignity, Courage was 98% men. From talking to them briefly it seemed they tried to abstain from gay sex, but the continual messages they received that homosexuals are immoral and sick drove them away.

The Archdiocese of New York, under Terence Cardinal Cooke, issued “The Rights of Homosexuals vs. Parental Rights” on January 11, 1978. The gist of this document is…”Catholics maintain unequivocally that homosexual activity is immoral and patterns of life that encourage homosexuality are gravely wrong. Without encouraging unkindness towards homosexuals, the Catholic moral position strongly reinforces parents’ and their surrogates’ determination to keep all children in their formative years   free of any persons or influences that could draw them into homosexual practice.”

The sentiments behind that statement are the reason Courage has failed to attract most homosexual Catholics:   be ashamed of who you are. Your longing and desire is dirty, immoral, disgusting.   Hide it, or risk being expelled from the community. Stay in the closet.

Dignity in comparison was like a rush of fresh air:   God made you who you are, and loves you as you are. Little wonder gay and lesbian Catholics flocked to Dignity instead.

About two years ago, I received an email from a woman member of the Courage group meeting at St. John the Baptist Church on West 31st Street in New York.   She encouraged me to give up my lifestyle and come to the group’s meetings.   I can’t recall if I replied or not, but after another note or two she gave up trying to recruit me.

The experience recalled an admonishment my mother gave to me as a little girl:   “People who feel bad about something they’ve done want other people to do the same thing so they don’t feel alone and feel better about it.”   Although that bit of wisdom was intended to deter me from mischief, it came to mind reading the insistent note from the lady Courage member.

Timothy Kincaid of the gay blog Box Turtle Bulletin posited that Fr. Harvey may have contributed to the Catholic Church’s inching towards tolerance of lesbians and gays by making the distinction between “inclination” and “behavior.” However, he focused his life’s work on counseling homosexuals to make tremendous personal sacrifices in order to maintain the church’s unmoving rejection of homosexuality. Questioning the church’s stance never came into play.

On a page dedicated to remembrances of Fr. Harvey, men and women who claim to “suffer” from same-sex attraction post their thanks.   Here’s one woman’s plea:   “I love you and miss you so much though I never met you. You are one of my heroes.   Please intercede for all of those struggling with same sex attraction especially: J, J, T, L, S, H, S, S, E and M. Please intercede also for our country and all the countries of the world that they will see institutionalizing this behavior   through the acceptance of same-sex marriages hurts the individuals involved, children, the family, the society, nations and the world.   Help us understand and live and love chastity and purity.”

Timothy Kincaid said – “I have a certain amount of sympathy for those individuals who decide   that their religious convictions preclude them from engaging in any form of sexuality that is not within the confines of heterosexual marriage.   Each of us must be allowed the space to determine for ourselves what gives us meaning and happiness, and some may choose to prioritize their spirituality over their sexuality…So I am not opposed to ex-gay individuals or groups per se, provided they do not insist that others live according to their values, advocate for discrimination, or propagate lies.”

I agree with Mr. Kincaid. Well said.

I have personal respect for Catholic lesbians and gays who have made the decision to live chastely, but at the same time are out to themselves and others as a gay person.

One such person is Eve Tushnet; fervently Catholic, proudly gay and happily celibate.   She does not see herself as disordered; she does not struggle to be straight, but she insists that her religion forbids her a sex life. “The sacrifices you want to make aren’t always the only sacrifices God wants,” Ms. Tushnet wrote in a 2007 essay for Commonweal. While gay sex should not be criminalized, she said, gay men and lesbians should abstain. They might instead have passionate friendships, or sublimate their urges into other pursuits. “It turns out I happen to be very good at sublimating,” she says, while acknowledging that it is a lot to ask from others.

Similar to Eve Tushnet, I am fervently Catholic, proudly gay and happily married..to a wonderful woman.   I stopped struggling to be straight many years ago when I came out.   And I believe, with my whole heart, God made me who I am. I was not created to suffer through involuntary chastity.   Nor was I made to label and think of myself as “disordered.”

I take inspiration from Acts, Chapter 10, where Peter had a vision of the animals being lowered from the sky:

“The next day, while they were on their way and nearing the city, Peter went up to the roof terrace to pray at about noontime. He was hungry and wished to eat, and while they were making preparations he fell into a trance. He saw heaven opened and something resembling a large sheet coming down, lowered to the ground by its four corners. In it were all the earth’s four-legged animals and reptiles and the birds of the sky. A voice said to him, “Get up, Peter. Slaughter and eat.” But Peter said, “Certainly not, sir. For never have I eaten anything profane and unclean.   The voice spoke to him again, a second time, “What God has made clean, you are not to call profane.”

Peter’s vision is the pivotal moment in the Acts of the Apostles: he is to be prepared to admit Gentiles, who were considered unclean like the animals of his vision, into the Christian community. Just as the Jewish Christians received the gift of the Spirit, so too do the Gentiles. “You know that it is unlawful for a Jewish man to associate with, or visit, a Gentile, but God has shown me that I should not call any person profane or unclean.”

If  Peter could change, why not the Pope?  

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6 Responses to “God Made”

  1. Póló Says:


    Time for another post?

    This might give you thought for Easter:

    Beir beannacht (blessings),


  2. Karen Says:

    Yes, you’re right! One is fermenting for posting this weekend.

  3. Ruairi Says:

    Similar to Eve Tushnet, I am fervently Catholic, proudly gay and happily married..to a wonderful woman.

    I think you fail to understand what constitutes “Ferverently Catholic”
    One cannot call yourself catholic if you reject the key teachings of the church.
    The church has traditionally defined 6 “Precepts”
    The 6th of those precepts is to accept and obey the churches teachings on marriage and sexuality.
    To willingly ignore those teachings means you may not legitimately receive the Eucharist until you repent. Until that time you are in a de facto self imposed state of eccommunitation from the church.

    It is not possible to be “Married” to a person of the same sex. civil governments may give privalages and recognition to same sex unions which are similar to those rights and reccognitions given to married couples, but that does not constitute a valid, sacramental marraige, which is a sacrament between a man and a woman instituted by God himself.
    To be living in such a union places you totally outside the teachings of the church in the same way that a straight “catholic” couple who have had a registry office wedding are not in a valid marriage in the eyes of the church.
    this is further compounded as which the straight couple are abole to have their marriage con-validated if no barriers exist, a same sex couple have their gender as an insurmountable barrier to recognition of their “union”.

    I know this is highly divergent from the politically correct view-point – but you cannot claim to be Catholic, while publicly stating that you disagree with required teachings of the Magisterium.

  4. Karen Says:

    Dear Ruairi, It is my sincere belief that in the future the institutional church will revisit, and apologize for, it’s positions on women’s ordination, human sexuality, celibate priesthood, and protection of bishops at the expense of sexually abused children. But the church does change–even if it is decades behind the rest of the Body of Christ. Our current and previous pope have attempted to change course on what it means to be evangelical….addressing ingrained anti-semitism in the church and the template of forced conversation of native peoples. Could the ferment for change be the work of the Spirit?

  5. Póló Says:

    The church is caught in a time warp from which there is no escape until it accepts that understanding of the world is constantly changing. Sometimes this constitutes progress, sometimes not.

    However, it does mean that nothing is infallibly or eternally true when it comes to teachings. If you want to put a religious gloss on this then you can say it is the Holy Spirit (formally known as Ghost) speaking through the people of God.

    I don’t subscribe to that gloss myself but the church clearly needs a face saving formula to extricate itself from its internal contradictions. Vatican II attempted to provide this but the bigots/fundamentalists won out in the ensuing struggle and reasserted their medieval understandings of the world (real presence, contraception, heaven, hell etc.)

    It is no wonder then that so much of the official church has been rejected by so many, and it is not fair to those who are of the people of God but are excluded from the formal church.

    Just by the way, this is not special pleading as I am not one of them.

  6. Harold Stassen Says:

    “God loves me just the way I am”? Really? I was born with curvature of the spine-does that mean God loves hunchbacks? How about those born with a hole in the septum between the ventricles of the heart-are you saying God never makes mistakes?
    Either Heaven has terrible quality control or God has a sick sense of humor.

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